This Life Lyrics

I watched the colors fade to gray,
as all my tears got in the way,
my feelings paralyzed me,
but then i learned to walk away

the Son has left these scars,
from forty days of wandering,
the little picture on my mirror, Berman - This Life - http://motolyrics.com/berman/this-life-lyrics.html
is calling me back home,
the folded paper in my pocket is what i can't let go of, but i was never made,
to live this life i can't call my own

the man behind the mask,
is sellin' second chances in a pill,
i have to choose between a savior,
or a midnight miracle