Rookie Lyrics

i never thought this could be me

i guess you never do until it's happening to you

like all the fun turns into shame

and all the "could have beens" rearrange

so little time so many crimes guilt like a chain chokes my will away

redemption never seemed so cruel

and all my gods never seemed so weak

wake up engage now derailed and enraged it used to be so easy

get up i'm game now sick and i'm tame counting cost with lost

where is the hope they gave

don't think that i can't hear you laugh

i used to be a lot like you but now i'm only me
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drink to pills to shots turns into shock

a habit and a pawn

for every hand goes round the pain gets so damned loud

the hammer hits and i'm down

trust no one

hey why should i they gave

me the poison dressed like life

cheated smacked up and diseased cry to sleep and fight to eat

used to be a pro at this

now I've broken my own wrist

rotten teeth and life unsung you'll forget me when I'm gone

Boy Sets Fire Rookie