Internal Darkness Lyrics

Sunshine, I wait for dawns recurrent light
I ponder in my narrow house and warm myself
Moonlight, calmly shines through the night
I stare at these old photographs, my heart beats fast

I find no peace to read or write
My soul is lost, my spirit?s down
There?s no one in the dark
My little world has lost it?s light

The dim serene, I can?t escape at all and my thoughts revealClan Of Xymox - Internal Darkness - http://motolyrics.com/clan-of-xymox/internal-darkness-lyrics.html
I can?t forget the better days behind closed doors
I?m still confused and longing for

Behind these lowered window blinds
I?m holding back the tears and find
I think I shall never know
Why I?m like this and you are so

We all grow, what happened through the years where dreams lie still
I tried to change it all and found dreams lie dead
I can?t redo it all again