Kodoku Ni Shisu, Yueni Kodoku. Lyrics

osae tsukerare ikite kimashita "wasuretai" yori mo kietai kara
wakatta furi no kimitachi wo mite warai kaesu

me no mae no kimitachi wa warai nagara ikiteiru ashita wa yoi koto aru
karatte iu kedo
karugarushiku kotaeru kimitachi to wa hajime kara DOKO ka KOKO ga chigau

kizutsuku koto ga itsu no ma ni yara atari mae no koto no you ni hora
mata kizutsuketa kimitachi wo mite warai kaesu

chigau to negau no wa ushiro muki no yuiitsu no sukui de ari...

ash to ash

kasa wo sashita haikibutsu sa yume wo choudai
kasa de kakushi nareta ore ni kimi mo choudai
kikoeteiru kai?
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Translation:
I have lived in restrict I want to disappear more than to forget
I laugh back at people like you, who act like they understand

You people just live on laguing, saying something good will happen tomorrow
There was always something different about you and me and
the way you talk from the beginning

It's not unusual anymore to get hurt by you
So again when you hurt me, I just laugh back at you

Just wishing it wasn't real is my only negative way to escape...

ash to ash
I am just garabage with an umbrella So give me my dream
I am used to hiding underneath the umbrella So I want you for me
Can you hear me?