Raison d'être Lyrics

I loved you too much.
That's what I aIways did back then
But I'm tired of watching you.
I already have somebody else in my arms

Immediately, I cannot love you.
Hatred is welling up inside of me
I just want to destroy everything.
Do you like my selfishness as well?

I wanted more than I couId say
I longed only for your body

In front of the mirror,
a clown, the only person performing,
Just came close to me and asked
Is it her or me that is torturing you?
I'm all alone and mumbling to myself

I had already hurt you before realizing it
Here I am,
but we'll never understand each other

In front of the mirror,
a clown, the only person performing,
Just came close to me and asked
Is it her or me that is torturing you?
I'm all alone and mumbling to myself

I can't believe the end has come like this
I'm dizzy from the pain
You are laughing and screaming in front of me,
looking at the blood-red razor

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aishisugite ita ne ano goro no boku wa itsu demo sou
demo mou miakita yo ude ni betsu no hito ga iru ne

sugu ni aisenaku nari nikushimi ga komiageru yo
tataki kowashitaku naru boku no wagamama mo suki kai

kotoba yori mo motto motomete ita
karada dake wo motomete ita yoDir En Grey - Raison d'être - http://motolyrics.com/dir-en-grey/raison-detre-lyrics.html

kagami no mae de tada hitori enji kitta piero ga
sotto boku no mae ni yori iu no sa
kimi wo kurushimeru no wa boku ka sore tomo kanojo ka
hitori no boku ga sasayuku no sa

kizuku goro ni wa kizutsukete ita
wakariaenai boku ga iru yo

kagami no mae de tada hitori enji kitta piero ga
sotto boku no mae ni yori iu no sa
kimi wo kurushimeru no wa boku ka sore tomo kanojo ka
hitori no boku ga sasayuku no sa

saigo wa konna katachi nante ki ga tooku naru hodo ni itakute
me no mae de kimi ga warai sakebu akai kamisori mitsume nagara

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愛しすぎていたね あの頃の僕はいつでもそう
でももう見飽きたよ 腕に別の人がいるね

すぐに愛せなくなり 憎しみが込み上げるよ
叩き壊したくなる 僕の我がままも好きかい

言葉よりももっと求めていた
体だけを求めていたよ

鏡の前でただ人演じきった道化師が
そっと僕の前に寄り言うのさ
君を苦しめるのは僕かそれとも彼女か
人の僕が囁くのさ

気付く頃には傷つけていた
解り合えない僕がいるよ

鏡の前でただ1人演じきった道化師が
そっと僕の前に寄り言うのさ
君を苦しめるのは僕かそれとも彼女か
人の僕が囁くのさ

最後はこんな形なんて 気が遠くなるほどに痛くて
目の前で君が笑い叫ぶ 赤いカミソリ見つめながら