Cold Despair Lyrics

Tears are falling as I sit here again

The night just has fallen and lonely I am

I need to adjust myself and practise to be alone

My mind is messed up and my head heavy as a stone

I scream out loud and I wish someone could hear my despair

I'm searching for some silence and I'm searching for some care

Nobody really knows me who I really am

I got so many words unspoken in my head

Do you want to know what I fear

Can you understand my tears

I'm easy to bring down

I'm everybody's clown

Don't ask me to do things that I dislike

I'm already feeling bad and worse I might

I'm not much of a rejecter so I got myself to blame

I'm weak and wounded and to that you can add lame
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I scream out loud and I wish someone could hear my despair

I'm searching for some silence and I'm searching for some care

Nobody really knows me who I really am

I got so many words unspoken in my head

Do you want to know what I fear

Can you understand my tears

I'm easy to bring down

I'm everybody's clown

Close my eyes, close my ears, close my mouth

And I wish it all disappear

I can no longer cope with this life

And I'm so filled with fear

Can you tell by looking at me

That something is wrong

I have eyes but the things that I see

Won't please my mind