Going Away Lyrics

Oh jeez
You got me hollering please
Where does it all come from anyway
Do I really want this to stay
It must have been right
I'm a fool
Are you gonna be here when I die
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If I lie
And ??? is just something that
You gotta do

Is something that you do and (?)
Is this really gonna stay
I can feel it going away