It's Not A Fairytale Lyrics

It all started like this
Ninth grade freshman year
So happy to be in high school
I shed a tear
So many cute dudes to choose from
I knew it was one
That was right for me
Well I thought at least
He was the big guy on campus
On the football team
Basketball homecoming
He was voted for king
And there was me
I was on the cheerleading squad
Sweet sixteen looking for love in my heart
It was a beautiful thing from the start
I must say only problem was
My parents were strict
They ain't play
No phone calls after eight
No stayin out late
I'm like damn give me a break
Hormones kickin in
Start displayin my shape
More concerned with my looks
than my books and grades
headed nowhere fast
I was on my way
Curiosity come on
I know y'all relate

I think about the chatacters in my story
brought the pages i have read through
This ain't your mommas fairy tale
The things that i have been through
in all my life, in all my day
i never thought i would end up this way

It's been a year now I'm a sophmore
Mature and know more
but still I'm young and dumb
and plus im unsure
Who I am
What the future has in store
Man I'm trying to be grown
Cuz my parents now divorced
I took charge to roll with Dough boy
Moms tried to force me to move to New York
But of course that plan it fail short
she found herself cought up in court
On child support
Drama problems of all sorts
stressing started smoking newports
carefree about the ones who care for me
lost teen giving up on my dreams
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had me thinking crazy things
like suicide like it better everything if i jus die
full-blown without guidance or a home
Im startin to get stomach pains
That's strange what could be wrong?

I think about the chatacters in my story
brought the pages i have read through
This ain't your mommas fairy tale
The things that i have been through
in all my life, in all my day
i never thought i would end up this way

What do i do
I ask myself every day
a child givin birth to a child
what can i say
this wasnt supposed to happen to me
no way here i am turned my back on my fam
well God damn
that wasn't even part of the plan
I'm spazzin out
When I lay at night the hurt
just burst out I should how could he leave
at my time of need
especially now I'm pregnant
And due in three
Maybe I should have it
and give it for adoption
I can't graduate
I ain't been to school since August
Often I hear this voice talking
In the back of my mind
So problems in my life
I just pray for my time to come
God take me leave my child behind
I'm on the run adrenaline pumpin
so angry i could kill something
dont make me prove it
cause if you dont do it
then imma do it
I'm foolish and so stupid

I think about the chatacters in my story
brought the pages i have read through
This ain't your mommas fairy tale
The things that i have been through
in all my life, in all my day
i never thought i would end up this way

I think about the chatacters in my story
brought the pages i have read through
This ain't your mommas fairy tale
The things that i have been through
in all my life, in all my day
i never thought i would end up this way