This Wake I Myself Have Stirred Lyrics

I kid myself
Bring it on

Afraid to turn
But I did and met no maker at all
Only instead, reflections of a rippled self
I may at last see myself as good
In a neutral pond unbiased and real

Depicting only what is true
(What is true)
A distortion my hand has forcedShai Hulud - This Wake I Myself Have Stirred - http://motolyrics.com/shai-hulud/this-wake-i-myself-have-stirred-lyrics.html
I have created the wake
I may at last see myself as good

Paint a false, paint a false scenario
(Scenario)
My life has been a breach of contract and faith
I kid myself, I kid myself, I kid myself

Moving through self degradation
I turn to you for appreciation
So help me to help myself
So help me to love myself