Fuck Up Lyrics

Sunk so deep, you won't believe
I can't proceed with this over me
I know what you think when you say my name
Talk about me like, oh he changed
Now the dope is up his nose and i don't know if i can trust him
And the smell of alcohol is too much for me to go hug him
And it's hard to take, hard to watch, hard to look away

But it's worse to be, in the middle of the shit
trying to make up why to stay
So i underestimate people
Lie to myself, but I'm easy to see trough
Use to be so proud, but take a look at these eyes, take a look at me now

Everybody got a problem with me
But then again, no one said life's easy
Now i gotta watch where i put my feet
Some don't even wanna look at me
Every now and then i think back
If i took another choice, where I'd be at
Moma said I'm proud of you
And my dad wanna help me, guide me trough

And i DO wanna change
but i keep coming back to the same old same
snort a line, while i write a rhyme
about quitting shit for a better life
what the fuck is that, where's the discipline
This tend to bring out the bitch in me
And did i make this song for the sympathy?
I don't know what it is, but I'm sick of it

Look into my nephews eyes, i see myself
back when i didn't care about nothing
I'd rather be alone for now. figure out
how to bring myself back down
on the ground, on the ground

'Cause now I'm flying higher than i ever could imagine
And i was supposed to be scared of heights, like what happened?
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I'm stuck somewhere between em, it hurts

Let me tell you, yeah
It's dark at night, i miss the sunlight
Miss saying things like, thanks I'm alright
when you ask me, how I'm feeling
well I'm happy, when I'm dreaming
It's a whole 'other world in my head
when i close my eyes in my bed
'Couse I make up places and people
Replace myself if i need to

Three little birds on my doorstep
I see what he means when i go there
so peaceful so quiet
Alone, but self reliant
I came to the point where i put the mic down, and said I'm done
And with a life like this,
you might just feel, like putting steel on your tongue

Look into my nephews eyes, i see myself
back when i didn't care about nothing
I'd rather be alone for now, figure out
how to bring myself back down
on the ground, on the ground

'Cause now I'm flying higher than i ever could imagine
And i was supposed to be scared of heights, like what happened?
I guess we change, some for the best, some for the worse
I'm stuck somewhere between em, it hurts

They gotta kill me to make us meet again
'cause i ain't never giving up, i ain't leaving yet
It's not for me no more, it's for all of us
see you when i see you,i love you all

'Cause now I'm flying higher than i ever could imagine
And i was supposed to be scared of heights, like what happened?
I guess we change, some for the best, some for the worse
I'm stuck somewhere between em, it hurts