Iftara2na Lyrics English translation

we separated and i began to blame myself and said if
every day passes is harder and separation is harder and harder
and everyday i'm pitying myself coz i left him and i'm finished

i wish before i've died at that time before i said it
or even counted for it, and now i'm trying to go away and couldn't (i forgot how)Tamer Ashour - Iftara2na - http://motolyrics.com/tamer-ashour/iftara2na-lyrics-english-translation.html
i've tried to calm down but, and i'm suffering truely
from torment to another stronger one, and i'm really finished

what happened to me that day what? why was i unmercifull?
thousand whys and how i lost him, why i broke him
after i deformed his picture, now i'm dying for him