U-ka Saegusa In Db - Itsumo sugao no watashi de itai no ni
あの頃の私は好きなものを好きだと言えない
可愛いと注目される誰かのマネをしていることで
なんとなく安心する女の子でした 自分のペースで歩くより
周りと歩幅合わせて歩くときの生ぬるさが
とても居心地よかったのです いつも素顔の私でいたいのに
いつだって心は厚化粧
無理をしてでも自分を押し殺していたのは
人に嫌われるのが怖かったから 何度転んだって立ち上がってきたのは
周りを裏切るようで辛かったから?
それとも誰かに見捨てられてしまうことをずっと恐れてたから? 誰かに誉められたいわけじゃないけれどU-ka Saegusa In Db - Itsumo sugao no watashi de itai no ni - http://motolyrics.com/u-ka-saegusa-in-db/itsumo-sugao-no-watashi-de-itai-no-ni-lyrics-english-translation.html
ときどき自分のしてることが本当にしたいことなのかわからなくなるよ いつも素顔の私でいたいのに
笑ってないと崩れそうになる
背伸びばかりして自分をよく見せようとしてるのは
あの頃も今もたいして変わってない いつも素顔の私でいたいのに
いつだって心は厚化粧
無理をしてでも自分を押し殺していたのは
人に嫌われるのが怖かった いつも素顔の私でいたいのに
笑ってないと崩れそうになる
背伸びばかりして自分をよく見せようとしてるのは
あの頃も今もたいして変わってない
U-ka Saegusa In Db - I wish I could always be the me without makeup (I wish I could be my true self) (English translation)
I can't say that I really like the things I liked back then.
I was the kind of girl who somehow felt more secure
copying the cute girls.
It just felt so much more comfortable
to walk in step with those around me
than to go at my own pace.
I wish I could always be the me without the makeup
But my heart is always covered with a thick layer.
I stifled my true self, no matter what the cost
Because I was afraid that people wouldn't like me.
Was the fact that I stood back up after stumbling so many times
because I felt like I was betraying the others?
Or was it because I was always afraid that someone would leave me behind?
It's not that I want someone to praise me,U-ka Saegusa In Db - Itsumo sugao no watashi de itai no ni - http://motolyrics.com/u-ka-saegusa-in-db/itsumo-sugao-no-watashi-de-itai-no-ni-lyrics-english-translation.html
But sometimes I just lose track of whether what I am doing is what I really want to be doing.
I wish I could always be the me without the makeup
But unless I have a smile on my face I feel like I will fall apart.
Trying to stand up taller, straighter, look better:
That hasn't changed between then and now.
I wish I could always be the me without the makeup
But my heart is always covered with a thick layer.
I stifled my true self, no matter what the cost
Because I was afraid that people wouldn't like me.
I wish I could always be the me without the makeup
But unless I have a smile on I feel like I will fall apart.
Trying to stand up taller, straighter, look better:
That hasn't changed between then and now.