Eternally Unforgiven Lyrics

[Intro]

Bloc Star, Bloc Star

Bloc Star, Bloc Star, Bloc Star

Yeah, Grown mans music bitch

Bloc Star, Bloc Star, Bloc Star

Yeah, Grown man music

[Hook]

Long as the world is spinnin

Whether I'm dead or livin

I'll be hated forever, Eternally Unforgiven

For all the times I commited sins

Misery never ends

Havin visions of the flames my soul will be burnin in

I'll be turnin in my grave, Unable to find peace

With people prayin that I rest in grief

Let it be

Long as the world is spinnin

Whether I'm dead or livin

I'll be hated forever

Eternally, Eternally Unforgiven

[Verse]

While pregnant with me

Mama rubbed her stomach at night

When I was born

She said she knew I would be somethin in life

Mama told me I was a gift to the whole world

Cause she pushed me out and had a nut

That made her toes curl, Yeah

She said Look at his pretty eyes

What a beautiful smile

He's a bouncing baby boy

What a beautiful child and he hardly ever cried

So cute and peaceful

Until he turned 16 and started shootin at people

Now he's murderin innocent folks and bangin his gang

Garden Blocc Loc's, Deuce-Four

Slangin his caine, Schemin to hide from mama

Believin the drama is painful

A demon in the streets

At home he's mama's little angel

I'm the opposite of Nas

Nefarious, X-Raided

I'm hell's son

Till God's kingdom or hell comes

I'll drop bombs

I'm the Spawn, Lucifer in my mom

BlocStar Entertainment.com, Welcome

It was 1991 when I came to the game

And I was I'll before Cypress Hill was insane in the brain

Let me explain the real

Give you a little history about the siccness

And what it was really meant to be

Now what it meant to me

It was gangsta, Shit so pure

It was sick with no cure, Literally

Wasn't no middle with me

And to spit it, You had to live it, Represent it with me

Hear the genisis, Reminisce with me

The trinity in the beginning

It was Sicx, Lynch and me

Lynch was in the Gardens

Sicx stayed in the middle of The Creek

When I was freestylin to Dr. Dre instrumental beats

I was rhymin about car chases and nines sprayin clips

When Scarface was a Geto Boy and his mind was playin tricks

When Pac was doin the humpty dance with Digital Underground

I was bangin Blocc Crip, Puttin niggaroes underground

By the time I met Sicx

I was sick with the spits

He introduced me to Lynch

We started producing the hits

That "Niggaz in Black EP" and endangered "Nigga Deep"

In 1991 we hit the streets in Sicx's Caprice

[Verse 2]

South Sacremento, California

Garden Blocc, On Florin Rd. in the Tower Records parkin lot

We hit the neighborhoods where niggaz like to spark the glocks

And if they hated, Stomped 'em out if they was hard or not

And I was 16, Havin wicked and sick dreams

And witnessin Crips schemes on missions to get cream

Seein apartment managers evictin indigent fiends

Whose kids will never know what legitimate innocent means, scream

Elicited by sick scenes
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It was live and explicit and as vivid as visions on split screens

In the Cadillac Apartments on Stockton & Riza Way

Where old man from PJ was slangin 3 Ki's a day

Where all the G'z would say stay when they came from Sac to East L.A.

And all the G'z would say that I would be a G someday

Cause I was down for the gun play

Raise and squeezing the K

And instead of savin me

Mama getting on her knees to pray

When Brotha Lynch told me to chill

Sicx told me deal

The homie C-Bo told me to get scrill for studio time

The only homie in the crew to ever tell me the real was Big Tony

He told me to be true to the rhymes

But I was youthful and blind

Black Market gave me a deal

Told me to build but homie I was out of my mind

J-Dogg and Slim handed me nines and they trained me to kill

And that's what I did, The truth is deeper than you can define

Why should I lie when it's evil and the truth is divine

I don't write fiction, nigga

All I do is shoot from the mind

My addictions to benjamins, liquor, cars and chronic

Fuckin bitches when I should have been at Enharmonic layin vocals

Instead of runnin the streets sprayin the.44

What can I say? Forgive me God, I was just loco

I heard J-Dogg was murdered by the Meadowview Blood

Hit their hood at 2 in the morning to settle it cuzz

Kicked the door down, Pitch black, Entered the house

Saw it on the news the next night

Injured a spouse, Died at the scene

Cried and screamed the night that I'd seen all the reports

Somebody's mama died in the course of gang bangers seekin revenge

Cockin them hammers, It was a woman, A grandma

Shot in her pajamas, An arrest and a trial

God, I was just a child

With a talent to rhyme because God blessed the child

It was an accident, An absolute tragic event

Didn't even know she was dead 'til after the hit

I could never kill a niggaz mama, man

They're all that we've got

I swear to God, On the Blocc

I did not fire that shot

But I'm responsible, So I accept responsibility

I'm a product of society and my moms stability

Rather the lack there of

I'd sacrifice my life

And give anything to be able to go back there, cuzz

To reverse the slug, Reverse the spurts, Even if it hurts

God, Reverse the blood and reverse the hearse

God, Reverse the curse and rebirth the her

I mean it all, I didn't even have to rehearse a verse

Screamin Lord forgive me

All the bangin that I did

Hey, All of the pain that I inflicted as a kid

Hey, Judgment day

Consider this before you curse me

I was only a child, So Lord have mercy

Forgive me, All the bangin that I did

Hey, All of the pain that I inflicted as a kid

On my judgment day

Consider this before you curse me

I was only a child, So Lord have mercy

[Talking]

When I was a child, I thought as a child

When I became a man, I put away childish things

Ya heard, No more games

Bloc Star, Homie

No more games

[Hook]

Long as the world is spinnin

Whether I'm dead or livin

I'll be hated forever, Eternally Unforgiven

For all the times I commited sins

Misery never ends

Havin visions of the flames my soul will be burnin in

I'll be turnin in my grave, Unable to find peace

With people prayin that I rest in grief

Let it be

Long as the world is spinnin

Whether I'm dead or livin

I'll be hated forever

Eternally, Eternally Unforgiven