Aglayamam Lyrics English translation

this happiness without future,
this situation of being wrong even when i'm right,
this loneliness even in crowd,
i've learnt (experienced) all of these when i'm with you

These evenings without a morning in the end,
this unfaithful confidentiality,
this pointless struggle,Kenan Dogulu - Aglayamam - http://motolyrics.com/kenan-dogulu/aglayamam-lyrics-english-translation.html
i've learnt ( experienced) all of these when i'm with you

I can't accept it ( its a matter of pride for me, i can't associate it with myself, with my manners)
I can't bother myself to waste my words on this
I can't concede my situation,
I wipe it away like wiping away ashes

I can't cry, I keep quiet, I'm hurt (my heart is wounded)
I can't say it, I write it down, I did this to myself (it's my fault)