P. Diddy claims he has never "conquered love".
The rapper – who is the biological father of five children with three different mothers – admitted he has been very successful with his music career and ability to make money but is yet to conquer the one thing he wants most, unrequited love.
He said: "I've had a lot of success and I've had a lot of material things, but I've never conquered love. I've never just had that always successful relationship. That's due to the fact of me working and not paying attention to the girl, or me also feeling that the girl doesn't appreciate me.
"And then I get a girl that really knows how to love me and I'll press the self-destruct button because it makes me feel uncomfortable that she's loving me so much."
The rap mogul admitted money could buy him everything he wanted but true love was the only thing that would make him really happy.
He told Parade.com: "I just want to be happy. You know what I'm saying? I just want to be happy and I want to be able to make somebody else happy. I don't think I need a ring or picket fence or whatever society's definition of happiness is in a relationship. I just want to be happy in my heart."