The Matter In Me Lyrics

Caught in a world that's plagued by something they called love.
A paradigm of illness is the beast I have become. The sights that I have seen could nearly bring me to my knees. I've seen exactly what it is I never want to be, but I keep it deep inside myself. It's within me.
Keep it deep within yourself and sink with me. Last night I had the misfortune to see it all first hand. A Fire Inside - The Matter In Me - http://motolyrics.com/a-fire-inside/the-matter-in-me-lyrics.html
"Evacuate the premises" was the innate first command. What drives the need for all of this? And will I ever understand? Has someone failed to tell me of this master plan?
But I keep it deep inside myself. It's within me. Keep it deep within yourself and sink with me.