Lucid Rapture Lyrics

As the day grew on I became more enraptured in my careless thoughts.
Each thought drawing me deeper and deeper into my mind.
The mind of a deranged man.
A man who has made a series of unfortunate decisions.
Decisions decided without thought.
Staring into the reflection of an unfamiliar face.
What have I become?
It seems to me as if I had become lost.
Excuse me for my selfishness and lack of self control.
Intoxicating myself with each and every possible excuse.
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It's become apparent to me that I'm just another disappointment.
I suppose if it's true that you reap what you sow then I will soon get what I have coming.
It's only a matter of time before it's all said and done.
As the day grew on I became more enraptured in my careless thoughts.
Each thought drawing me deeper and deeper into my mind.
The mind of a deranged man.
My well of chances has ran bone dry.
Who am I to decide what I do and do not deserve.
What have I become?
Deranged.