Inside My Head Lyrics

I lost my hair – first round of chemo
As I blew out my candles
I thought about the next year as I always do
Very easy having cancer
Cause you do not know you have it at that time
Very easy having cancer
Until it starts catching up with you
I do not think of myself as a cancer patient everyday
No thoughts of dying
But just enough to bring me down again
I want to talk about the cancer inside my head
The mental disease that I feel
Maybe one day I will have a child and die
If my cancer comes back
Maybe after, when it is older...
No attendance in it's life
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If my cancer comes back
No one ever wants to hear it
That any day a bomb will drop again
I'm in war with my own body
This is my personal Vietnam
I lost my hair – first round of chemo
As I blew out my candles
I thought about the next year as I always do
Very easy having cancer
Cause you do not know you have it at that time
Very easy having cancer
Until it starts catching up with you
I do not think of myself as a cancer patient everyday
No thoughts of dying
But just enough to bring me down again
Pain inside my head