Depressive Rebellion Lyrics

I sheltered in torn heart of nature
I burried my soul
and impaled my heart
and stabbed the sword through my heart
for I am beaten victorious
I failed in a battle with the vain god

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and it's my so bitter pain

I blame the shut eyes
I blame the throbless heart
I blame the scabbarded sword
I blame the vain Gods
I blame myself
I blame my existence