When And If Lyrics

I wrote her a letter yesterday; told her that I?m fine.
That I can?t wait to come on back and make up for lost time.
The same life I promised her before, I?m going to give her when I open that door.

They say I?m here to fight their cause, and that I could die trying.
I?d like to think their aim is true, but I think that they?re lying.
The same life I was living well before, I?m taking back soon as I open that door..

Lord will I live to see that day?
Deliver me a sign..
?cause it is only a matter of time before I lose my mindAri Herstand - When And If - http://motolyrics.com/ari-herstand/when-and-if-lyrics.html
yeah I?m losing my mind.

The same life I was living well before, I?m taking back soon as I open that door
?cause every day I wake up to this war
I load up my gun and I can?t tell you what for.

I wrote her a letter yesterday; told her that I?m fine.
I may not see her ever again, but I?m gonna die trying.
I?m gonna die trying.
I?m gonna die trying.. die trying.