I Didn't Want To Say Goodbye To You Lyrics

In a room draped in blue
i am thinkin of you
i am tired
and i cant sleep
and for you i will weep
in a flash you are gone
yet around me life is calm
i cannot understand
is this part of the plan

i get cards with buques
but they cant take ur place
and i have dreams about us
but i always wake up
and i can ask all i please
i can beg down on my knees
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but these answers i wont find

oh can you hear me
cant you tell me why.... why.... why....
ill go on
with out you
and whats left for me to do
but to stay here where i am
and my world of pretend
yeah i wont kno
until i die
if my faith was alive
till then ull here it in my cry
i didnt want to say goodbyeto you...
i didnt want to say goodbye to you....
i didnt want to say goodbye to you......