Blackout Of Mind Lyrics

I used to cry, I used to get angry, to smile or to fight
I used to be a man
All I want is to go where I deserve to go
All I want is to break the silence in my head

Leave me alone, there no second way to reload my life, let me go
Leave me alone, I'm a shadow of the man I used to be, pain no more
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My aim is clear, my will's to shut down my life and my pain
For that's my way
All I want is to go where I deserve to go
All I need is a bullet and my gun to die

Leave me alone, there no second way to reload my life, let me go
Leave me alone, I'm a shadow of the man I used to be, pain no more