Future Impaired Lyrics

Nothing matters, no, not to me
I've been bending backwards to be happy
Not anymore, not after today
I'll stop living to please unless it's for me

I remember standing with my back to the world
With a blade kissing my wrist like the lips of a girl
I could see myself hanging from the ceiling
But as of late I've forgotten the feeling

Offer me your heart and I'll swallow it whole
Cause my unrequited feelings are 2 years old
And if I ended my life then I'd be better off
Cause I can see it in your eyes that I never meant much

I remember standing with my back to the world
With a blade kissing my wrist like the lips of a girl
I could see myself hanging from the ceiling
But as of late I've forgotten the feeling

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It's time to face up to the cards I've been dealt
Since day 1 it's been all about you
So I sit here wondering what the fuck I should do

It feels like my world is imploding in on me
Driving my car and aiming for trees
Not really caring what I'm talking about
I should really think before I open my mouth

And you could give 2 shits about the pain I'm in
You're too busy being drunk with a shit eating grin
And if I don't matter why don't I die
I'm not far from it I'm not gonna lie

I've realized that I never meant much
Is it time to say fucking lost?

You took me for a fool and I think you're right
Because who in their right mind sleeps with a blade by their side
Just tell me you love me, just say that you care
Because I'm not just suicidal, I'm future impaired