Future Impared Lyrics

nothing matters, no, not to me
i've been bending backwards to be happy
not anymore, not after today
i'll stop living to please unless it's for me

i remember standing with my back to the world
with a blade kissing my wrist like the lips of a girl
i could see myself hanging from the ceiling
but as of late I've forgotten the feeling

offer me your heart and i'll swallow it whole
cause my unrequited feelings are 2 years old
and if i ended my life then i'd be better off
cause i can see it in your eyes that i never meant much

i remember standing with my back to the world
with a blade kissing my wrist like the lips of a girl
i could see myself hanging from the ceiling
but as of late I've forgotten the feeling

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it's time to face up to the cards I've been dealt
since day 1 it's been all about you
so i sit here wondering what the fuck i should do

it feels like my world is imploding in on me
driving my car and aiming for trees
not really caring what i'm talking about
i should really think before i open my mouth

and you could give 2 shits about the pain i'm in
you're too busy being drunk with a shit eating grin
and if i don't matter why don't i die
i'm not far from it i'm not gonna lie

i've realized that i never meant much
is it time to say fucking lost?

you took me for a fool and i think you're right
because who in their right mind sleeps with a blade by their side
just tell me you love me, just say that you care
because i'm not just suicidal, i'm future impaired