18 & 1 Lyrics

We'll stop this for a while
And bring it back
When I surround myself
With things from my past
I'll feel at home in my mindset

But things are moving far too fast
That I lose my sights on what I want
And who I am
I can't forget that this is where I will be
I can hope for the best
But for now I've decided to leave

(Chorus)
I can fight it for a while
'Cause this is where I'll be
I can fight it for a while
'Cause this is where I'll be

And I can hope for a smile
But all I get is a kissCount To Four - 18 & 1 - http://motolyrics.com/count-to-four/18-and-1-lyrics.html
Is this where I find myself?
Has there been something I missed?
Did I forget to grow up?
Or am I stuck in the past?
Are you here with me now?
And is this all gonna last?

(Chorus)

Am I a captive of what is expected of me?
Am I a traitor to the musicians that I see?
All I wanted was to write you a song
All I got was this notion that I'v always been wrong

And I will fight for this my whole life through
And throughout it all I will always be thinking of you
You all have been with me since I was young
Now I know I'll never forget where I am from
Thank you all for this
Thank you all for this