Near End Experience Lyrics

So much goes wrong, so much brings me down

I'll just leave this shit, try to find new things that count

So hard to keep myself sane and not to show my mind to others

So easy to swallow the sorrow, but one day I will choke

Raping life's rules make me feel

A near end experience

A fear to change this situation

Is stronger than all pain
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People say catharsis means to hurt yourself

Both ways will do, which one shall I walk?

I am unclean, full of doubts, but this will fucking change

To be consequent is hard but fais

There are seven days left and still it is a question of execution

The times of cowards are over, I must show strength

A new-born mind on fire

To resist the seduction, do it to free yourself