On My Own Lyrics

I'm swinging our little ones hand
I'm the push behind the swing
I know everything we wanted
what we strive for
I wish you could be with me
My hearts half dropped (?)
My sadness flairs
My inner is my power (?)
My heart just stares

Trying to keep it together
There's so many spaces to fill
And when I'm overwhelmed with the world (?)
A new friend...
and when we have enough money
__ to make it through (??)
Yeah, I'll make it through
And for our child too (?)

Now I need to understand
that I need to give up crying (?)
I wanna blame it all on you
its so easy to do
(x2?)

I'm on my own
I'm on my own
I wanna be alone
I wanna be alone

I'm swinging our little ones hand
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I'm the push behind the swing
I know everything we wanted
What we strive for
I wish you could be with me
My hearts half dropped (?)
My sadness flairs
My inner is my power (?)
My heart just stares

Trying to keep it together
Theres so many spaces to fill
And when I'm overwhelmed with work, a new friend (??)
When we have enough money to buy food with (????)
Don't flake our we're going to make it through (?????)
Yeah, I'll make it through
And for our child too (?)

Now I need to understand
that I need to give up crying (?)
I wanna blame it all on you
but isn't that so easy to do (??)
(x2)

I'm on my own
I'm on my own
I wanna be alone
I wanna be alone

Not really, not really
Not really
This is the best I can do