Pressure 3 Lyrics

You'll never see the pain I hide behind a flipped frown,
That's why I always pace and its so hard for me to
sit down, Showed em I was right when they told me that
I should quit now, been fighting for my life and I just hit the 25th round

And it aint over till that fat bitch is singing could
give a fuck if I'm winning cuz I'm going out swinging!

I don't know if its aggression or some sort of depression
I get into and begin to lose sight of all of my blessings,The
hate starts to spread through my body like an infection
when I never have the answers to problems that I've been stressing,

why you think I do this music?
I'm trying to bring a check in,
I need me an intervention this has become an obsession!

Cuz I gave up everything! Strictly for the mic,
Lost a crib and a wife with a kid,
did it twice,Cuz the one I got now is about to walk
out of my life,She hates I'm in and out of town and
ain't around to hold her tight,

But I don't trust no bitch cuz to me their all alike
she's telling me that she's at work she's probubly getting dick tonight!

N I know I would of cut her,
if I knew I didn't love her except we don't even kiss
Aint even talking to eachother,
N my daughters missing daddy so it makes it even tougher,To
see rapping as a job when my whole family gotta suffer!

I lost another still I'm sitting here relying on the
fact that there's somebody out there that wanna sign em!
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But I'm getting sick of rhyming,
They say this game is timing,
I just gotta put the time in and continue with the
grinding,But that was 06' and I don't know where all
the time went,That's why I don't blame Gif for leaving
all this shit behind em

They say I got "it" and I just gotta get the shinin,
maybe I ain't flawless and theres a crack inside this diamond!

I was praying on my fucking knees,
God just give me something please,
Then I got the call about the tour and it was tough
to squeeze,Killed it like its nothing we were buzzing
like a couple bees,The way we stole the show me and
my team were like a couple thieves,

Felt like I made it and I didn't wanna fucking leave
but then it faded now its nothing but a fucking tease!

Can't even fucking breath..

But this is my pain...its way more than rap this is
a mind game,And it's been fucking up my mindframe cuz
everytime I think I'm right there its like God let his mind change!

That's why I wanna let this 9 bang!
Cuz I dove into this bitch headfirst and caught a migraine!

Real talk till the death of me,
This shit got the best of me,
Cuz I got nothing else and now this has to be my destiny,Used
to think when everything would happen God was testing
me,But I feel like I don't know how much fight I still got left in me...