Polar Opposite Lyrics

I want to give up now, I've already seen how the future is going to be
But that was the old me, bitter and lonely, begging sympathyHer Nightmare - Polar Opposite - http://motolyrics.com/her-nightmare/polar-opposite-lyrics.html
And maybe there interest will quickly diminish now that I've learned to breathe
What would it matter.. I wouldn't be sadder, I honestly would be relieved