A Thought From The Kitchen Floor Lyrics

I can't lie. There's a hole in my life that leaves
me feeling like killing, the sound of my voice.
The shrill screams aren't passing quite as fast as
they used to. I'm twenty-two and I feel like I've
tried everything. I can't die.
Some force keeps holding me up.Kind Of Like Spitting - A Thought From The Kitchen Floor - http://motolyrics.com/kind-of-like-spitting/a-thought-from-the-kitchen-floor-lyrics.html
It doesn't take a very smart man.
Obsession I need you to want me not to want me.
You won't admit it but I'm only dragging you under.
I'm twenty-two and I feel like I've tried everything.
I wish I could grant you a way to roll back time to
forget the day you ever laid those beautiful eyes on me.