Breathin' To Death Lyrics

Help me Lord before there's no time left!
Yea (I'm just breathin to death)
This song right here is dedicated to all my people out there tryin to figure life out,
I know you've heard a lot of answers, (I'm just breathin to death) even been to church a couple times, but something's still not right (help me Lord before there's no time left)

It's like Im tired of life,
Lord I'm wrong, why I can't get right?
And when it's dark why I can't get light?
And why it can't be light?
It's so heavy why my sins wont let me see the end,
Come get me, please come get me,
My thoughts, my mind, my ways all evil,
I'm supposed to be your people,
I'm supposed to see your sequel,
I said I'd never leave you,
But I'm so left,
I aint right Lord I'm sleepin with death,
Man, I'm cheatin with death!
Am I def? It's like a don't hear ya,
I say that I'm a Christian but its like I don't fear ya,
I'm on a selfish island and I am nowhere near ya,
God, I really need you even though I don't appear to!
I'm drinkin out of broken cisterns,
I can never hold water in
Im gonna get burned,
Though I try I never satisfy, You quench this yearn,
I hear you calling but it's like a fight for me to just turn,
Lord I deserve to burn!

(Chorus): Help me Lord before there's no time left!
I aint livin I'm just breathin to death! I'm just breathin to death! (x2)
Help me Lord before there's no time left!
I aint livin I'm just breathin to death! I'm just breathin to death!
Your ways are perfect and they lead me to rest,
Mine are evil and they lead me to death!

I'm feelin schizophrenic, maybe I aint saved, Lecrae - Breathin' To Death - http://motolyrics.com/lecrae/breathin-to-death-lyrics.html
Cuz I gotta get high, just to block out all the pain,
Seen death, seen hurt, seen a whole lot of things,
Instead of runnin from it, I'm runnin away from change,
It's like I'm outside in the ice-cold weather,
The rain's commin down, I keep getting wetter,
I know I'm getting sick and I can die any second,
But still I refuse to let your truths make me better,
Id rather eat flies and maggots instead of bread,
And it's killin me slow, but I can't get it through my head,
You were stabbed, your were murdered, and for me is why you bled,
But I spit on your bloody face, as if I never cared,
And Lord how dare I compare my pain,
Your Father turned His back, and you were left to hang,
I don't know why you did it, that I can't explain,
How could you love a sinner who's desecrated your name?
Lord I deserve the flames!

(Chorus)

I know I tell lies, I know I do dirt,
Apart from you I'm nothing, but you can give me worth,
I don't know if I know ya, but still I know I should,
I know these days are evil, and only you are good,
I've come to this conclusion; I would like to change,
Cuz all of the world's money and fame cannot sustain,
I know that I should turn, but that's the hardest thing,
Cuz do I really feel it having Jesus as my King?
The world is so tempting, Satan is a beast!
He hypnotizes my eyes to say the least!
But Jesus be my treasure! To know you is to live!
And I am here dying tryin everything there is,
All I need here is you! Help me turn away from sin!
Lord give me grace to turn away the feeling I give in,
I know that I'm not perfect, but I can rest in Him,
I know I don't deserve it, but still I take your hand,
Lord let me take your hand!