Grotesque Lyrics

these words collapse your confidence
your destructive existence is nauseating
fake, with no self-esteem; you're nothing
you change with manic uncertainty
now i will be the master
now i will choose my boatswainLife Once Lost, A - Grotesque - http://motolyrics.com/life-once-lost-a/grotesque-lyrics.html
i push myself in and out of relationships
but i don't know you
i push myself in and out of control
but i don't own you
exactly how should i stand here, waiting for you to finally answer
as you verbally bash me