Thoughts of Despair Lyrics

Chorus If I was dreaming I would pinch myself until I came awoke but all I see is living evil couldn't say it isn't so I think my demons found the need to interfere and come between my happiness and me but evil wouldn't say if it was so... Verse One I search for evidence and help as I would stand to plead my case of all the negligence I represent at hand I see mistakes as if they stepped and breathed the same as I telling me I was made to die and would never be called to save a life but whatever they thought I'd make a lie with disappointment chilling with me failure got upset and started feeding off of jealousy and rage till I confessed that I was leaning off the edge of fear with ropes around my neck, so I just leaped thinking I was sleep and away from this world of stress... Chorus If I was dreaming I would pinch myself until I came awoke but all I see is living evil couldn't say it isn't so I think my demons found the need to interfere and come between my happiness and me but evil wouldn't say if it was so… If I was dreaming I would pinch myself until I came awoke but all I see is living evil couldn't say it isn't so I think my demons found the need to interfere and come between my happiness and me but evil wouldn't say if it was so... Verse Two I had a conversation asking Death why does he follow us but as his daughter Fate got in the way he chose to bottle up and said 'Your world was made for life and not every one wants to make it right so I made it hard on the brainless lives who would take their own Earth for granted while some children live with illness but smile until their sleep and never hurry into worry of designer clothes or cheap knowing we praise these knitten threads there lies a day that sits ahead when lights and fame will sit impaired and not what you take with when you're dead... Chorus If I was dreaming I would pinch myself until I came awoke but all I see is living evil couldn't say it isn't so I think my demons found the need to interfere and come between my happiness and me but evil wouldn't say if it was so… If I was dreaming I would pinch myself until I came awoke but all I see is living evil couldn't say it isn't so I think my demons found the need to interfere and come between my happiness and me but evil wouldn't say if it was so... Verse Three I'd rather gaze at lightning next to telephone poles wearing highly flammable garments as my cellular phone roams letting rain soak the pain hoping that it acts like novacaine hoping to react like 'so insane' only to be absent on the brain 'cause I can't bear an extra minute living daily in the midst of sinning sinning daily in the midst of women when it's steadily I'm hit by tempting stones (Ow!) why must I feel alone and out of luck and see a long streak wishing I was sleep and away from this world called 'Home'... Chorus If I was dreaming I would pinch myself until I came awoke but all I see is living evil couldn't say it isn't so I think my demons found the need to interfere and come between my happiness and me but evil wouldn't say if it was so… If I was dreaming I would pinch myself until I came awoke but all I see is living evil couldn't say it isn't so...Little Prince - Thoughts of Despair - http://motolyrics.com/little-prince/thoughts-of-despair-lyrics.html