Backyard In Baltimore Lyrics

Artist : Lucy Diamonds Ft. Haze
Album: Poor Dream Redemption

[. Verse 1 .]
C'mon hunny
Now it's 8:30 in the morn
Time to get ready for somethin' that we aint did before
Layed your clothes out, briefcase by the door
God it's hard to carry on, now that he's gone
Im looking at his never worn baby blue unicorn uniform
As I still morn, my son was still born
An I still scorn doctors in East Orange
Now my baby's barried in a backyard in baltimore
An I lay next to an empty basinet
Got your name on the side, trace it with my index
It's a reflex the thinkin' of you
An I cant believe how time flies, now you'll be two
There should be pictures on doors an the walls
These halls are just another part of the room
You never came home to.
Singin' that slow tunes, it's so sad but it's true
God took you back, before we ever got to know you

[. Chorus .]
I don't know what to think, I don't know what to say
All I know is I think about you everyday
I don't know what to feel, don't know how to react
All I know is I'll never ever get you back

I don't know what to think, I don't know what to say
All I know is I think about you everyday
I don't know what to feel, don't know how to react
All I know is I'll never ever get you back

[. Verse 2 .]
I remember your daddy and I, were so nervous
Pickin' up the EPT after sunday service
Prayin that the teststripe would turn out blue, and it did
On that one fine afternoon
You'll never realize it but, I had so many plans
When I found out I was quick to call your uncles an aunts
We even traded in the roadster, and bought a sedan
That's when you're daddy matured, I watched him turn to a man
You're daddy started singin' to my belly, it was so cute
Breakin down for you, those lullaby's an melody's
Went to Barn's and Noble, an bought that book
What to expect when your expecting, everypage we look
Thats' when I quit my job, to spend time off my feet
So I can focus on my cravings, sour an sweet
I was already in love, an I would love you foreverLucy Diamonds - Backyard In Baltimore - http://motolyrics.com/lucy-diamonds/backyard-in-baltimore-lyrics.html
And it was only the first trimester

[. Chorus .]
I don't know what to think, I don't know what to say
All I know is I think about you everyday
I don't know what to feel, don't know how to react
All I know is I'll never ever get you back

I don't know what to think, I don't know what to say
All I know is I think about you everyday
I don't know what to feel, don't know how to react
All I know is I'll never ever get you back

[. Verse 3 .]
I begin broken down, lookin' at your ultrasound
Boy or girl it didn't matter, we were so proud
So we decorated your room in yellow pastels
As well of, either one wound up with a son
Or so we thought, until your due date
Two weeks late, an my water didn't even break
But labour preparations, lead to complications
Nine hours later, Ready for an operation
It was scary when I went under cesarean
Had my son for one day, then I had to bury him
Hours I stayed putting flowers on the grave
Now it's two years later, still putting flowers on the grave
I get choked up with nothing to say
Except I love you baby, and I'll see you next May
I get choked up with nothing to say
Except I miss you Happy Birthday.

[. Chorus .]
I don't know what to think, I don't know what to say
All I know is I think about you everyday
I don't know what to feel, don't know how to react
All I know is I'll never ever get you back

I don't know what to think, I don't know what to say
All I know is I think about you everyday
I don't know what to feel, don't know how to react
All I know is I'll never ever get you back

I don't know what to think
Don't know what to say
But I know I'll think about you everyday
I Don't know how to feel
How to react
All I know is I'll never get you back
Ohh...