ITIWISTBHCIDF Lyrics

Is this voice really mine? Telling me:
'No one's gonna love you, boy
No one's gonna love you, boy.'
Mark it with a song, and then fuck off
I'll tell you what, die

A pitiful excuse for a human
Times that come out like this, they always miss me
And when you come home
Release the hate in a tub of luke-warm water.

And it's sad but it's more real than you would know
How I hate me, it keeps me safe, don't get too close
This brave little facade fades away
What's left? What's left?

Cold, insignificance and too much emptiness
I hope redemption comes with a swift hand
Holding a picture and a knife in the other hand
Poised to break my skin and to lay me out

Wouldn't it be nice for both you and I
If you could wave your hand
And make me prey for change girl
I'd love that change girl
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How long? How far to run from this horizon
Just to break my heart again?
Why do I fall so hard? Is it you? Is it me?
Is it just history repeating?

It hurts, suffocates
Well bring it on baby, I need it badly
If this is where I'm supposed to be
How come I don't fit?

Okay, you win
I'm nothing and I know it
I don't wanna hear I'm shit
For the rest of my life

So I'm begging 'God, intervene
God, please save me
God, when you're here next
Won't you take me away?'

And it's sad but it's more real than you would know
How I hate me, it keeps me safe, don't get too close
Fuck this brave little facade and fade it away
What's left? Cold...

Cold, insignificance and too much emptiness...