A Conversation Alone Lyrics

Today I think I'll kill myself
It's what the voices tell me
Today I think I'll kill myself
Because of the bastard you made me
Today I think I'll kill myself
I'm frustrated at my apathy
I'm frustrated at everything around me
Today I guess I feel impulsive
Today I guess I'm repulsive
You fucked up my life
Laughed in my face
You made me feel guilty
How does it taste
I have conversations with myself
I haven't killed yet but I will
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Today I think I'll slash my wrists
It's the only way to keep face
Today I think I'll kill myself
I'm afraid to face my own
I know I'm hated for my selfishness
It's the confusion that makes me think
The paranoia it makes me sick
I scream out for help
You laugh in my face
Thought of your pity I fucking hate
I pretend to be somewhere else
I f I swear to this day that I'll kill you
It's a promise that I'll never forget
For all the years I've abused you
I'll make you fucking glad that I'm dead
I hate you