Gerard Way says his first My Chemical Romance show felt like 'a really great' car accident.
The musician is the lead vocalist and co-founder of the alternative rock band from New Jersey.
The 34-year-old star has recalled the group's first live performance, insisting he will never forget the 'magical' experience.
'Afterwards I felt like I had been in a car accident ' but a really great one,' he told Kerrang! magazine.
't was really magical. We couldn't play the songs without getting intense; we'd sound check and injure ourselves. We had to get by on the performance and the music ' we had nothing else.'
Gerard previously struggled with alcoholism and prescription drug addiction, but has been sober since 2004. The singer admits drinking was a way to pass time when he was on the road.
'Alcohol was a coping tool. There were just so many hours to kill. And the music was so intense; it was about a lot of dark, f**ked up things and I had to live through them every time we played,' he explained.
Mikey Way, who is a bassist in the band, also turned to alcohol. The guitar player says drinking numbed his anxieties.
' missed home and I was nervous to get onstage,' he revealed. 't was a means to an end. I don't remember enjoying it.'
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