The star told Vanity Fair: 'I have never felt truly cherished by a lover. I have an inability to know what happiness feels like with a man.
“I have this effect on people where it starts out good. When I’m in these relationships with people who are also creative, or creative in their own way, what happens is the attraction is initially there and it’s all unicorns and rainbows. And then they hate me.
'Perhaps it’s a ‘whose d*ck is bigger’ contest.
“If I go to the piano and write a quick song and play it back, they are angry with how fast and effortless it is.
'That’s who I am, and I don’t apologize for it. But it’s a hideous place to be in when someone that you love has convinced you that you will never be good enough for anyone.'
She added: “I think what it really is, is that I date creative people. And I think that what intimidates them is not my purse, it’s my mind.”