The truth inside an ak-47 Lyrics

I have always been a few steps behind
Just close enough to see the green in your eyes
The way the music plays
Or how their is always something in the air it reminds me
that I could never escape you.
How sad I must look when I search for my own path
I have nothing except my heart in my hands
I am trying to live my life
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But this is so much more painful than the actual process
These scars are all justified in my own mind
I always feel like I am wasting paper on words
I've already written
My how I wish I could piece together
what is scattered across the floor
In all my pain,
In all my glory you are still a familiar voice.
Kingdom come, with fire.