My Testimony Lyrics

with no hopes
and my will to live
barely a care in this world to me
I found a way
kidnapped and confined
within a system designed
to destroy the inncocent child that I use to be
it stripped me mentally naked
embarrassing my mommas first born
did I deserve that kind of fate?
Was all that was happening to me
really written in the powerfull and allmighty book of life?
I dont think so
My tears would soak the pages that I write upon
if I couldn't close the windows to my soul
and stand strong in the midst of these storms
Maybe my story is
in some way or another fimilar with yoursRakim f/ Chuck D - My Testimony - http://motolyrics.com/rakim-f-chuck-d/my-testimony-lyrics.html
is that why this aint even a song
but yet you still.. you wanna here this once more
I play this everytime I wanna reflect from
which I've come from
to help me see were it is I'm trying to go
and even though grandma and our sisters
left me some time ago
I still go by and sit on the front porch as if I dont even know
but I'm getting better
my mom
my two sisters...ebony and tanya
destiny
man I got mikey and shocker now
my homeboyz
and those that love me regardless
Diary of a sinner
another entry
I guess i'll finish this tomorrow