When It Isn't Like It Should Be ... Lyrics

Why is it everything's all loneliness with me?
I guess sometimes I try too hard,
and sometimes you cause it,
but it always carries on and on.
"What did you ever become?" you asked.
I said, "I was told to be smiles and bright eyed happiness,
but sometimes I can't find anything to laugh at."
"I don't want to be here." you said. Saves The Day - When It Isn't Like It Should Be ... - http://motolyrics.com/saves-the-day/when-it-isnt-like-it-should-be-lyrics.html
It seems like I almost always have that effect on everyone.
I say to myself, "You aren't the first one to think like me."
And I just want to be like everyone else.
Why can't I be everything to everyone else,
or maybe just to you?
Just once I would like to be something.
And I wouldn't mind if you'd like to be with me.