If This Is Goodbye Lyrics

Why should this night be all we've got left?
Why can't this happen to someone else?
I'll just call you bitch - pretend I never cared at all,
And now through misting eyes
I have to watch you leave,

I'll call your name but it semes no-one heard,
You won't call it love but it was something more than that,
I'm nothing to you just like you meant the world to me,
I would have given you myself if you'd ever asked me to,
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I used to hang on to your every word,
I used to care - I was a stupid little child,
Why would someone like you every even glance at me?
Yet was that hopefully,
a tinge of sadness in your eyes?

What should I say if this is goodbye?
There'll always be a tear that I will bear within my eyes,
You were my everything and I was just for show,
Unanswered phonecalls,
Is there nothing I can say?