Should Have Let Me Leave Lyrics

I've got a body that i don't want to be living in
i've got devils flooding up to the neck
and i have forgotten how to swim
all of these people keep calling me up who i don't even know
i don't even know myself

it all started when i was a kid
i kept putting trust in my father and receiving nothing
relationships lasted no longer than limbs
still the same, nothing changed
this just keeps on happeningSleeping, The - Should Have Let Me Leave - http://motolyrics.com/sleeping-the/should-have-let-me-leave-lyrics.html

should have let me leave
should have let me leave this mess
(i can't stop. i can't stop lying)
can i ever come clean?
should have let me leave this mess

none of this was my fault
none of this was my fault
still i'm losing sleep