Latchkey Lyrics

I guess you thought it would be fun to make your pain
into a game for someone. I guess you didn't realize
how hurt and lies would color all our lives.
What you did to, so residual,
my yesterday. What will I do to my tomorrow?
Will I take on, for forsaken,
my father's ways and I could draw my own blood's blood?
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though wrong, love him now he's dead and gone.
The part that loves him aches inside.
In deep it lies next to the the scars I hide.
I forgave you when i gave you my wild eyed childhood.
How ddo I fill my empty doors and frames?
How do i get, born of his spit,
wise and mild? When did all the colors run grey?
My life is gray, when will I see day?