This Is How Without You Goes Lyrics

This is the first time that I've ever had this much time
To sit and watch the grass grow and wonder why you left meWillie Nelson - This Is How Without You Goes - http://motolyrics.com/willie-nelson/this-is-how-without-you-goes-lyrics.html
And oh, I've often wondered how I would take this feeling
That I'm feeling today, would it really be despair if you ever went away?